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assignments due date:

1. 23 sept 2012: Bahasa melayu forum texts ( 5 minutes texts as moderator)
2.27 sept 2012: professional development (2000 words)
3. 30 sept 2012: Ethnic relation essay (2000-3000 words)
4. 4 october 2012: curriculum studies : scheme of work (2000 words)
5. 8 october 2012: TITAS (2000-3000 words)
6. 1 november 2012: linking theory and practice portfolios
7. 5 november 2012: PD 2000 words

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Assalamualaikum,

It has been a long time I haven't posted a new entry.  a little bit busy but yeah now i managed to find some time to update my blog.

Alhamdulillah, it's been 2 months i'm back in malaysia, and this will be forever. now I really2 miss Portsmouth very2 much. Now i'm already in IPDA (Institut Perguruan Darul Aman) or teacher training college, located in jitra Kedah.

So far, I have successfully overcome my jet lag, but I'm still in the process of adapting myself with the Malaysian climate, especially in Jitra which is very2 hot, and i suppose jitra and the upper part of Kedah are having monsoon tropica climate because the temperature is slightly higher than southern part of peninsular Malaysia, and jitra is nearer to Thailand which also having monsoon tropika season. So, no wonderlah Jitra ni panas ya rabbi.

Anyway, the purpose of writing this entry is i want to share about my experience about my journey during on my way back to Jitra from Seremban

Nak dijadikan cerita, I happened to sit beside a lady, i would say she's around 30s years old and she was with her 1 year and a half daughter. anak die menyusu lagi mase tu.
Anyway, she looks normal, like the other mother, who was holding her baby on her lap, while breastfed her daughter, just like a normal mother. So we started to talk about each other, she asked me where i'm from and she's from Kuala Pilah, heading back to Jitra, and her husbands was in Jitra at that moments and she went back to Kuala Pilah visit parents. Suddenly she asked me a question which i never thought that a random lady or guys, who i bumped in public and asked me how i view myself in the next 10 years time.

I was astounded by her questions, she's ambitious, full of vision and i had a very insightful conversation during my 10 hours journey (but we dont chat the whole journey, but the journey from seremban to kedah takes around 10hrs by bus, 7 hrs by private car and 55minutes by air asia, hmm...).

we talked about political issue, about petron Petron, and she said that the owner of Petron is british and they are even the owner of alcohol company which she didnt state the brand name of the alcohol, we talk about why PTPTN need to be abolished as she raised up on the issue regarding our property that we (Malaysia) has, which is enough to sustain the needs for all of the rakyat, and we can even have free education. We have Paddy, Rubber plantation, Palm Oil, Petroleum, and yet we need to buy rice from Thailand, the oil is expensive and they sell the water to Singapore. These are the issues that she raised up during our conversation, and i was just a humble and loyal listener cause i am very stupid in this kind of issue.

She also told me to read a lot. she realised about all of this corrupted thingy when she started doing her job as contractor Klas F, she told me about her experience being cheated, clique problem (kroni issue) and so on.

then she pesan to me, start reading other alternative materials, like suara keadilan, harakah, malaysia kini and all just to make sure that i know what is happening now.

so the tajuk itself is sceptic, ragu2, so i tatau la  which media should i choose in order to gain info. as for now, i am very busy reading about all those models and theory about about increasing my professionalism in  teaching which now i started to see its relevance in my course (finally). so i really dont have time to look through on the net about political issue cus i dunno where to start. pathetic.

maybe, like this kak told me, i'm in the state of being funded, but, not yet funding. when the time comes, u will start to realise everything is difficult especially living in Malaysia, and our country now is really2 sick and critical. but i dont know how critical it is, because so far, my allowance is always in on time. somehow, i would say terima kasih kerajaan for funding us for 6 years.

i don't know la. ok lah, it's asar prayer time now. till we meet again. salam. 

Aku Rasa..

kalau dulu, sebut je nak pergi program, pergi daurah..
mesti aku liat and rasa reluctant gila nak spend duit nak travel.

kalau dulu, pantang kak naqibah ajak attend daurah,

Kompom aku ngelat

Macam2 alasan aku bagi.

walaupun hakikatnya takde halangan langsung, paling habis pon alasan yang aku bagi,

Banyak assignment nak buat.

padahal, bukan aku buat pun

Last2, memang 2 hari sebelum tarikh submit gak aku akan siapkan.

lately ni,

Aku rase terpanggil nak pergi mcm2 program,

entahlah..

aku rase mcm rugi pulak,

alang2 dah ade majlis ilmu,

tapi tak pegi.

lately ni, aku rase ape yg aku belanja selama ni,

sia2..

handbag yg byk2 tu, perfume, kasut,sume aku rase takde guna.

aku rasa mcm bazir je aku beli benda2 tu sume.

la ni aku tgh dilema.

either nak pegi daurah kat notts atau stay je kat rumah sebab nak attend birthday party.

kalau nak bandingkan gi daurah ng birthday pary, obviously la lagi befaedah gi daurah,

dalam hati aku nak pegi daurah, aku dah jadi tak pedulik dah dgn hrga tiket portsmouth -notts yg cecah sampai 50 pound tu, sebab

aku rasa, mcm lagi bazir duit kalau aku beli costume semata2 nk ikut tema birthday party tu.

tapi aku tau, aku belum kuat lagi kot nk tolak dunia ni.

walaupun dah sikit2 cuba menolak, tapi still magnet dunia tu lagi power, n berkesan nak tarik aku.

mungkin byk dosa, byk sgt cas2 negatif.

haihh.. la ni aku still tak decide whether to go for daurah or besday party.

aku just harap,

aku tak mati mase gi birthday party,

sesia hidup weh..

oklah. bye.

cerita hantu merosakkan akidah

Masalah..masalah..masalah...

Assalamualaikum, saya peminat filem hantu, drama atau movie yg bergenre horror dan thriller, tapi ape perkara yang saya bimbangkan, bila sejak 2 menjak ni banyak sangat cerita hantu yang ada ura2 untuk menyampaikan mesej bahawasanya, berkawan, bercinta dan berhubungan baik dengan hantu ni tak salah. 

hantu ni baik, boleh tolong kita, tak salah kawan dengan hantu. Astaghfirullah..sedar tak benda ni boleh rosakkan akidah umat Islam..contohnya kat atas tu, filem hantu susu tu, cerita ni langsung takde motif. tak payah buat terus pun takpe. Dalam cerita ni ade 4 ekor hantu yang cantik2, masing2 ada boyfriend dikalangan manusia yang waras, dan saya yakin diorang melakonkan watak sebagai seorang lelaki Islam. kalau anda ada anak bujang, mahukah anda bermenantukan penanggal, pontianak dan hantu kum kum?

ni satu lagi, ponti anak remaja. Cerita ni paling merapu dan membazir je buat. pon lebih kurang sama, manusia biasa yang waras tapi becinta dengan pontianak. dalam cerita ni, si ponti tu bagi benefit mcm2 dekat kawan2 baru die. 

sedar tak korang cerita mcm ni sbnrnya sgt syirik cume dalam bentuk moden? kalau dulu2,org tua2 dulu, kawan dengan hantu, sebab nak dpt benefit itu ini, lebih kurang la mcm cerita si ponti ni, cume yg ni hantu moden dan mnjelma dalam bentuk liyana jasmay yang cantik, ini sbenarnya satu bentuk subliminal message yg cube merosakkan akidah org islam yang dah makin huru hara sekarang..

haih..mayday..mayday..

hah, ni satu lagi. tau pon takut awek ko pontianak. kenapa  citer2 mcm ni boleh wujud, byk lagi bende lain yang boleh diketengahkan..

bulan lepas puasa, seperti yg umat melayu malaysia sedia maklum, bulan puasa je setan hantu kene rantai, kat astro boleh plak ade iklan camni.. "setelah sebulan mereka dirantai, kini mereka kembali mengganas"

punye la astro nak sambut kepulangan hantu2 setan tu selepas sebulan berpuasa, astaghfirullah..jahanam..jahanam la malaysia..

psstt..byk je lagi cte lain. melambak cuma aku malas nak carik and dah tak ingat tajuk. babai